But the last 3 days the illness kicked in and got to his liver and who knows how many other organs. He can’t eat or drink at all, he can barely walk and he’s in a terrible condition. I will take him to the vet this afternoon and we’ll see if there’s anything we can do to prolong his life or if this is the end. I am devastated! I love him so much and he’s always been so nice and cuddly. I can’t believe I’m going to lose him!
I’m sorry if I depressed you but it’s just the way I feel....





Jacket: Zara
Knit: old (Shetland wool)
Trousers: www.boohoo.com (new)
Socks: can’t remember where I got them
Shoes: Zara
Bag: H&M (new)
Face: Korres watermelon oil free tinted moisturizer SPF 30, Nivea perfect cover concealer, Mac mineralize skin finish natural
Eyes: Benefit soft shoulder, NYX ultra pearl mania in grass pearl at the lower lash line, Bourjois black eyeliner, Benefit badgal lash mascara
Cheeks: Elf contouring blush and bronzing powder
Lips: Elf super lipshine
I have to and I want to continue posting my outfits because it helps me take my mind off the whole thing. I don’t know how I’m going to be feeling tomorrow, but if you see me wearing black, you’ll understand!
xxx